low high low

So today was odd. Last night walking home from work, I felt sad, lonely, and generally down on myself. This morning, I felt the same, then I went out and did some stuff, and felt awesome and sexy. Following that, I went to DnD (dungeons and dragons, that's right, I'm a nerd) and had my indulgence, hand made Rubens. I love corned beef, sourkrout, and rye bread, and they where delicious, but something went awry. When I got home (right now) I started feeling like I overate (I didn't) and in fact felt quite nauseous. So much so that I hate to say it, but I don't think I could actually DO my workout just now. I feel as though if I exerted myself even a bit I'd throw up all over the place, and I REALLY don't wanna do that considering how many people are staying on the couches next to where I do my chest dips etc. Also it is 2 am...and I REALLY really really want to just crawl into bed. I'm still sore from yesterday, and I'm just too too tired.

I hate to say it, but I think I gotta skip my workout. This'll be the first time in the whole 75 days, but I think I gotta. I really don't want to miss out on the workout tho... Patrick... D'ya think I could skip today's workout and put it on wedsnesday, just so I can get 'em all in this week? Count today as the day of rest? In all my errands, I did about 3-4 times the normal ammount of walking/running (yeah, some running) today, so I got in that at least.

Ahh well.

Start the day on a low note, middle is a high note, evening is a low note. Weird day...gotta get back to it tomorrow.

ugh.