Temptation

Ok...so...

I'm feelin' a LOT of temptation all around me. Today at work, I had to serve fried peanut butter and bananna sandwiches. Sounds like an overabundence of sweet grease....but the temptation to just reach over and grab one was overwhelming. It's not stuff that I want (altho That is a temptation too) but man I want to eat it, and I think more for the freedom of eating anything more than actually wanting to eat it. Altho, I have to say anything with cheese on it is looking like a shining grail that I should quest for.

And then to add to all that, my friends from the bars are calling me up and asking me to go out. I did so last night, and resisted the temptation to drink, but I was also only there for about 15 minutes. I think it'll be easier to hold off on beer than I thought it would be...but still. Temptations seem to be coming out of the woodwork. Other people who brought pizza for lunch have (accidentially) waved it under my nose, places where I work seem covered in greasy food. I feel as tho I am being chased by the stuff.

Ahh well...temptation can be delt with. I'm good at self-deprevation...so I should be able to keep the food away, and workouts continue without a hitch. Muscles are building, and fat is burning. I'm noticing my arms/chest growing slightly...and generally being stronger/faster. After all, in a mere 73 days I'll look like Hercules! MUAHAHA!